Sapnon Se Bhare Naina...

I'm back... consecutive days! Some kind of record for me!

Today it's all about the kind of things that make you go... What If.

I have a lot of what ifs in my life. For various things. Many of them are really small things like what if I hadn't bought tons of food in Reliance Fresh or what if I had not drunk that whole bottle of 7-Up at the NC today.

But some of them are life-changing. What if I had done better at college. What if I had got through A, B or C (though I am VERY happy I am here!). Today's recurring theme has been what if I got better grades in Term I. Something completely unexpected happened - I am eligible for foreign exchange. At the end of the first term I never thought that was possible. Then second term happened. I have no words for second term. Because I wouldn't know what to say. Suffice to say it turned out to be something I never imagined in my life it would be - a life-changing experience. Summers. Grades. And now because of it, an outside chance of foreign exchange. IN EUROPE.

And now I have this huge what if of first term. What was I even doing then?! If I don't get to go on this, I'll have no one but myself to blame.

The worst part? I was thinking I won't go... but now I REALLY want to go. And there begins the cycle again. Of what ifs.

Song from Luck By Chance again that I fell in love with. Beautiful music and poignant lyrics. And again, AMAZING singing by Shankar Mahadevan.

Music: Shankar-Ehsaan-Loy

Lyrics: Javed Akhtar

Singer: Shankar Mahadevan

Bagiya Bagiya Balak Bhage, Titli Phir Bhi Haath Na Lage

Is Pagle Ko Kaun Bataye, Dhoond Raha Jo Tu Jag Mein 

Koi Jo Paaye To, Man Mein Hi Paaye

Sapnon Se Bhare Naina, To Neend Hai Na Chaina

Aise Dagar Koi Agar Jo Apnaye

Har Raah Ke Woh Anth Pe Raste Hi Paaye

Dhoop Ka Rasta Jo Pehle Jalaye

Mod To Aaye Chaaon Na Aaye

Rahi Jo Chalta Hai Chalta Hi Jaaye

Koi Nahi Hai Jo Kahin Use Samjhaye

Sapnon Se Bhare Naina, To Neend Hai Na Chaina

Door Hi Se Sagar Jise Har Koi Maane 

Pani Hai Woh Ya Reth Hai Yeh Kaun Jaane

Jaise Ke Din Se Rain Alag Hai

Sukh Hai Alag Hai Aur Chain Alag Hai

Par Yeh Jo Dekhe Woh Nain Alag Hai

Chain To Hai Apna Sukh Hai Paraye

Sapnon Se Bhare Naina, To Neend Hai Na Chaina